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My medication generally keeps the depression at bay, but some days, less so.  For example, the other day I drove to work jamming out to Katy Perry (yes, I am a dude that loves Katy Perry).  I had a really great day.  I felt energetic, creative, and the positive vibes were flowing.  Then, I woke up this morning feeling the cold, wet, blanket of depression weighing me down.  Not I-want-to-die bad, but more like a low grade life-fucking sucks-and-why-do-I-feel-this-way, kind of blues.

If depression was a roller coaster ride, and it is, it’d be called “The Most Unamusing Amusement Ride Ever.”  I savor the really good days because they are few and far between.  I even savor the days I feel merely “fine” because I know a not-so-fine day is out there on the horizon somewhere, and it’s inevitably going to roll in like a storm that cannot be fought, but merely endured.  It’s exhausting, this.

Here’s to more good days then bad.  Fair winds and following seas my friends.

4 comments on “Good Days and Bad

  1. Here’s to the good days, may they always outweigh the bad.

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    1. Sam says:

      Thanks Sara! Take care.

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  2. Only another person with depression can understand how it feels and it’s like you just looked into my brain and repeated my life. Cheers to the great days!!

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    1. Sam says:

      Thanks for your commend S&S. It’s interesting how depression makes us feel so alone and isolated, but really, there are millions of us all struggling with the same damn thing. Take care.

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